MY behind the scenes

"One reason we struggle with insecurity: we're comparing our behind the scenes with everyone else's highlight reel." -Steven Furtick




I saw this on a few other blogs and wanted to join in the "reality" I just love being real with myself and everyone else.
I love to seem put together (as all of us do) but that is hardly the case! So here it goes.....

• I was the pregnant girl saying "Lucas will never wear cartoon characters, that is so yucky"; guess who was wearing Curious George flip flop yesterday.




• I am having the hardest time disciplining, I just can't bring myself to do it, yet I fear that Lucas will run all over me in his teen years.

• Some days my marriage does not feel solid.




• I am having such a hard time with most of my friendships.




• My house is always organized but never clean.




• I never iron if it's wrinkled I say it adds character.




• My very most favorite part of the day is driving to work by myself listening to Air1.




• I never make our bed or Lucas' bed.




• I never clean our bedrooms either.

• I never wear make-up.




• I love my job most days but hate being here.




• Brent and I struggle in the communication department, but we are working on it.




• I want to be a better wife and mother but don't know how.




• I really dislike facebook but feel like I "need" it for some reason.




• I want to get to know Jesus better but that won't happen if I don't open my Bible.

Ok so that is it! Now share yours :)